My parents, relatives, and colleagues were amazed at my desire to find a job so soon after returning from Australia. I guess it was because I needed it. Not because I needed the money -- I didn't -- but because I needed to keep myself occupied. I was wooing a girl, and I needed to... Continue Reading →
Is she real?
The day started as most of my days start. It was normal in every sense: woke up at the usual time; did the usual morning routines; and I was on the train, on my way to work. While on the train, I glanced around, and caught sight of a man and a woman holding hands.... Continue Reading →
Missing You
I missed you. But I don't think I'd ever tell you that. I don't want to appear weak. But I missed you.
Living with Her
"Living together is not easy," he told me, while he nibbled away at the chicken in front of him. Zixuan and I were at a KFC outlet at Hougang Point, with he having his post-IPPT dinner, with me as accompaniment. We were, as usual, discussing girlfriends. "I once had a friend," he continued, "who lived... Continue Reading →
The Second Guess
There are days where I second-guess this romance. And ask, "is this true love, or just my imagination?" Then thinking about my thinking I stop mid-thought, and Berate myself for this blasphemous contemplation. But do not fault me for thinking twice about us. Because when it comes to you, believe me, I am serious. More... Continue Reading →
Love at a Hundredth Sight
I believed that there was someone "out there" who was "meant for me", someone divined by the stars to be by my side through this life. I had very strong preconceived notions on what this person would be like, and I was certain that there would be no one else but this person with whom... Continue Reading →
Going Too Smoothly?
"Do you think things have been going too smoothly?" I asked her. "Heh, it's the honeymoon period, these first three months." I just lay there, thinking. I didn't like the way we had progressed. I felt that we needed to quarrel over something. I don't know why, but when things go as frictionless as it... Continue Reading →
Interesting
We chatted over the topic of girlfriends over a cup of ice-blended lychee. He told me that he didn't attract "those" type of girls, glancing over and prompting me to look at a girl behind me. That girl he was looking at was what he called the "clubber" type. "Maybe they find me boring," he... Continue Reading →
Reaction Testing
And there he sat, looking at her, wondering if he could tell her what had been residing in his heart for so long. "How would she react?" he thought. "If you've got something to tell me," she said, "just tell me. Don't bottle it up!" This was it. He knew that though his telling her... Continue Reading →
The Girlfriend and the Close Friend
And so, one day, you decide to get romantically involved with some girl. For the first few days, weeks even, everything goes great. Your friends are happy for you, some ecstatic even, and they congratulate you on your new-found love. But due to your commitments to this new-found love, you start spending less time with... Continue Reading →
