Sitting on the swing, relaxing after a heavy dinner,
Looking at stars I used to know more intimately,
I reminisced about times that seemed so recent but
Were (five, six, seven… no) fourteen years ago —
Half a lifetime away.
I used to watch the stars as they crawled across
The sky on restless nights before I slept, and awaken
To find their journey only halfway through. I’d nudge them
With my finger for a bit, pushing them on, before
Getting ready for school.
I remember imagining that I was on one of those
Stars, looking into the sky and spotting Earth.
It was my way of meeting peace — from this perspective
Pain didn’t hurt. A knife through the heart would’ve made
A dent as deep as a whisper.