"I know you don't love me anymore!" I said, teary-eyed. "You didn't care when I fell!" I was, I believe, four or five when I said that to my mom. And though I cannot remember the exact circumstance in which it was said, I remember clearly it was to solicit my mom’s love and attention.... Continue Reading →
Speedy Recovery
I visited a friend today at hospital. His sister has been hospitalised for about two months now after an accident. I don't know how I may help, but pray for her. And I hope you, too, can pray for her and her family. May she make a speedy and full recovery soon. And may her... Continue Reading →
Distractions of the Doctor
You might have noticed that I've changed the look of the site. Early on in the day, I had to decide between changing to to a Drupal installation or upgrading my old WordPress installation. I decided on the former, but after some unsuccessful attempts at exporting the data, decided to settle on the latest WordPress... Continue Reading →
Living with Her
"Living together is not easy," he told me, while he nibbled away at the chicken in front of him. Zixuan and I were at a KFC outlet at Hougang Point, with he having his post-IPPT dinner, with me as accompaniment. We were, as usual, discussing girlfriends. "I once had a friend," he continued, "who lived... Continue Reading →
The Second Guess
There are days where I second-guess this romance. And ask, "is this true love, or just my imagination?" Then thinking about my thinking I stop mid-thought, and Berate myself for this blasphemous contemplation. But do not fault me for thinking twice about us. Because when it comes to you, believe me, I am serious. More... Continue Reading →
Love at a Hundredth Sight
I believed that there was someone "out there" who was "meant for me", someone divined by the stars to be by my side through this life. I had very strong preconceived notions on what this person would be like, and I was certain that there would be no one else but this person with whom... Continue Reading →
Still Alive
I was at many times in this trip tempted to drive recklessly, almost to tell her "f*** you". But I didn't. What I feel like doing, what I think of doing, and what I do, are three separate things. I normally do the right thing.
Going Too Smoothly?
"Do you think things have been going too smoothly?" I asked her. "Heh, it's the honeymoon period, these first three months." I just lay there, thinking. I didn't like the way we had progressed. I felt that we needed to quarrel over something. I don't know why, but when things go as frictionless as it... Continue Reading →
Looking Toward the Future
I have neglected this website for quite a while now. The reasons, I am sure, are probably many. Probably, I say, because I, myself, honestly find it hard to pin-point an exact reason why, and when I do, I find it isn't very accurate or true at all. Self-Censorship? But allow me to admit that... Continue Reading →
On Writing
It's been ages since I have last written here. Going through the history of this site, I think that there's a sort of pattern that I can follow. During the more active times of my life, I tend to write quite a bit less, and during the times of my life where I have a... Continue Reading →
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