I wonder if I’m making things more complicated than they are, over-thinking issues that really aren’t anything at all. I do get these things right sometimes: my intuition to negative vibes are generally good. But though I do get that something is wrong, I often do not know what exactly it is.
Sometimes I think that maybe I’m just oversensitive to “cues” that are not really cues. When the physical world seems to back up the rather pessimistic mental world, the pessimism grows, i.e. when I think that something’s wrong, and I see something wrong, I tend to believe even more strongly in there being something wrong.
Problem is, I don’t know what.